2005-02-22 [Avoral]: Watching from a learned standpoint people who consider themselves "individuals" doing the same old thing over and over. The simple action-reaction on a much broader scale. The fact that I watch them lie to themselves inwardly every time I say one of the things I say. That sort of thing.

2005-02-22 [livingdeadgurl]: and u get off on doing such things? hmm well i suppose i understand...unfortunatly in todays sociaty no body can be considered *individual* but everyone still considers themselfs uneque..

2005-02-22 [Avoral]: No, some people can. However, they've put a title indicative of independence so nobody will have the motivation to go past it; why go on and test the new frontiers of "free thinking" when you've already attained the title at such a young age? In doing so, instead of actually thinking, it freezes the mind through the use of one's own inherent ego into a state of nihilistic stagnation, in which due to the mindset of the age, the self-proclaimed "intellectuals" try to put their limited sight into application and try to use it to bolster them above their little equally-stagnant friends in high school social status.

2005-02-22 [Avoral]: Anyway, putting large numbers of people into frozen mass awakenings transfers their mindsets into something more usable by the real puppet-masters: In cultivating this nihilism, they end up selling a whole lot of corporately-churned records from the culture factories out there. The music industry promotes icons for the stagnant to worship, and mindlessly they do--Because of their godless viewpoints and need for something greater, they turn around and offer their souls to anyone with a spotlight on them. And in the end, it generates a lot of money for the media heads to bloat themselves with. So really, what so many of you know as "individuality" is just another moneymaking scheme.

2005-02-22 [Miss Demeanours]: oh im afraid you got the age catagory wrong... its 14 till about 19!! just because your nearly out of the adolecent years does not make you mature. Trying to infoce your won opinion on others in the way you are now is just intimidation, and if u really had maturity you would need to intimidate people because thats the most childish thing you can do... make youreself feel higher than others by putting them down.....and nobody here is claming to be individual your jumping to cnclusions based on things you think you know. I cant be bothered to try and discuss things with you, because your set on creating an argument not a discussion which gets nobody anywhere and im not giving you the

2005-02-22 [Priest Kel]: That's great Kai. And I do agree with what you said way up that way with people saying anything is possible, except for God's existence. If someone is going to say that anything is possible then they should broaden the spectrum to where they actually think that anything, including God's existence, is possible. But then again people close their minds to that because they don't like what they hear about Him. Instead of realizing what He truly is, they see one part of Him and say screw it.

2005-02-22 [Miss Demeanours]: satisfaction of making me argue against you, because i know your not willing to bend your opinion in anyway..... or admit to anyone who tries to do that in order to stop this stupid petty thing taking up all this wiki space!

2005-02-22 [Priest Kel]: Bending your opinion for anything other than truth is a sign of a weak will

2005-02-22 [Avoral]: Wow, [Miss Demeanours], that is so twelve hours ago. You're still on that? Regardless, the age group I give the elucidation treatment isn't USUALLY 19. So, sorry, your guess on the age group I give the treatment was wrong. Another fine example of selective reading, the same thing denominational churches and whiny Goths do. Oh, and I never claimed to be mature, either--I'm having some highly immature fun, and I'm not afraid to admit that. And hey, if you're good and happy as part of the masses so many others around here are so bent on denouncing, more power to you. Fight the "system" so you can fill your place in the status quo.

2005-02-22 [livingdeadgurl]: did we not already go through this yesturday? is there realy need for continuation of an argument thats long since past?? no i dont think so..

2005-02-22 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: Me neither [liviingdeadgurl]

2005-02-22 [livingdeadgurl]: yeah..

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: She insisted. I followed suit.

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: i know..it was egged on...but still.blah..pointless to have the same convorsation over and over again (and plus i think i made amuch better argument ahem) lol no im kidding..

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: (Actually, yeah you did. Hehe.) Well, what can we say? Some people just don't get the point, right?

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: (aww thanks lol).... yeah..tis true...but meh...cant expect everyone to understand the concept now can yeah..

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: (No problem! ^_^) Oh well. I'm big, she's small; I'm old, she's young; I'm right, she's wrong. And that's that.

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: youv seen the movie matilda far to many times...lol...

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: My props for recognizing it. Most just take offense and start the ranting.

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: lol i think that means iv seen it far to many times as well....meh..no reason to rant on that one..

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: Yeah, it probably does. Hehe.

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: lol...o wellz..

2005-02-23 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: I am slightly confused.......*scratches head*

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: im fine with that..

2005-02-23 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: Okay.....

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: lol..

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: me and avoral know whats goin on thats all that matters..

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: Exactly. ^_^

2005-02-23 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: Okay.....

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: lol..

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: You know, you can change your ET name to get rid of the underscores and the number.

2005-02-23 [fjdka]: hello all... how is everyone? good i hope.

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: Wonderful. I've taken over this wiki. I order you to commit suicide.

2005-02-23 [fjdka]: y don't u just fucking kill me, it would make you feel better newayz.

2005-02-23 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: [fjdka] are you in a fight with [Avoral]?

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: I'm too cheap to go all the way where you are.

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: Yes, we are. She took my cupcake, and now she has to die.

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: actully...ahem..i took your cupcake ...*bows head in shame*

2005-02-23 [fjdka]: IT WAS A MUFFIN!

2005-02-23 [Avoral]: That's right, I was going to have all of you encounter some horrible, tragic accidents. Thanks for reminding me!

2005-02-23 [dark dimension]: lol

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: dammit....

2005-02-23 [dark dimension]: haha

2005-02-23 [livingdeadgurl]: lol..

2005-02-24 [fjdka]: question: is a cupcake a muffin??? some say not, but i think it is only with frosting and sugar. this confuses me. but my opinion doesn't count, so i would like to know....

2005-02-24 [dark dimension]: well its alot the same but a muffin is just bread in the shape and the cupcake is a small cake with frosting

2005-02-24 [fjdka]: they both look the same....

2005-02-24 [dark dimension]: yahh thats true but ones got the frosting

2005-02-24 [livingdeadgurl]: yesm..the frosting makes the difference..

2005-02-24 [dark dimension]: yup

2005-02-24 [livingdeadgurl]: hehe..

2005-02-24 [dark dimension]: lakalkalalalalallalalalalal

2005-02-24 [livingdeadgurl]: exactly.

2005-02-24 [dark dimension]: blah blah bla balh

2005-02-24 [fjdka]: ok,well, this is a RAZOR BLADE ARMY. there is a muffin army tho... hehehe... but muffin talk will be left there. meanwhile, lets all play with the shiny objects here *picks up razor...*

2005-02-24 [livingdeadgurl]: oo *pulls razor out of pocket*

2005-02-24 [dark dimension]: *pulles a really spiffy razor out of her trench coat pocket* isnt it beatiful i call it drain

2005-02-24 [livingdeadgurl]: ooo fabulouse...

2005-02-24 [dark dimension]: yep and its very sharp see*touches you arm extramly lightly, a thin line a pers and starts to bleed hevaly* haha

2005-02-24 [livingdeadgurl]: ooo so pretty....

2005-02-24 [dark dimension]: yup*wipes blood of your arm ad licks it off of my hand*

2005-02-24 [livingdeadgurl]: *grins*...tasty?

2005-02-24 [fjdka]: i want some!! blood is good. *takes own razor and makes a lite cut on wrist* mmm

2005-02-24 [Avoral]: So cliche.

2005-02-24 [livingdeadgurl]: hmm....no comment needed..

2005-02-25 [fjdka]: o just shut the fuck up. this is a wiki about RAZORS, therefore im going to talk about razors. the shiny pieces of wonderfullness that create pain, pleasure, and release. ne1 with me?

2005-02-25 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: ME!

2005-02-25 [dark dimension]: ??????????????? iz confused, ohh well* grabs random persons arm and cuts it and lick their blood off the cut* mmm.. yummy red sticky stuff

2005-02-25 [fjdka]: you should take my poll, blood is yummy.

2005-02-25 [Avoral]: Razors are shiny and silvery. Blood-drinking is just something small children do to seem "different." It's an acquired taste so many try very hard to get used to, and then claim to have loved all along. Hell, you don't even get a very good taste of it when you're just licking it from razor-wounds. It's just enough to excite your tongue a little, not enough to swish it around in your mouth like wine. I'd be surprised if any of you knew the first thing about it.

2005-02-25 [livingdeadgurl]: ok ...first you claim that its an aquired tast to seem different and pretty much that its wrong.......and then you practicaly say that you do it yourself.....your verry contradictory today hun......hmm..and you can get enuf to swoosh it in your moth like wine...its just a matter of where...and how deep you cut into your flesh...

2005-02-26 [fjdka]: very true deadgurl. i don't drink blood just becuz i want to be "different". im already different enuf in my apperance. shiny shiny shiny razors! knives are fun too. swords are pointy AND shiny!

2005-02-26 [dark dimension]: just because you like the taste of blood does not mean you are trying to be diffrent, that is why we dress different, style our hair, paint our nails, sharpen our teeth,play games,ect. bloods is a major part of razor blades that and cutting stuff(like skin) i tried blood when i was little and i thought the taste was quite intringing, and thank you deadgurl and randaroo

2005-02-26 [dark dimension]: *starts juggling razor blades* weee fun

2005-02-26 [Avoral]: Now look here, toaster. I'm made of protons and neutrons and electrons only, nothing else, so don't give me any of your "OMG I WANT TO PATENT A NEW CENTRIFUGE AND CALL IT TENNIS OR SOME CRAP LIKE THAT AND IF YOU WANT TO PLAY THE DAMN BONGO YOU CAN GO AHEAD BECAUSE THERE WAS THIS ONE COMMERCIAL I SAW BECAUSE I WATCH TOO MUCH

TV

2005-02-27 [fjdka]: u don't own me. you don't even know me. *smiles* thankyou uncertain!

2005-02-27 [dark dimension]: *_*

2005-02-27 [Avoral]: Wow, even when hyped up on albuterol I know you're all my lackeys. Damn, I'm bad-ass. Stupid whiny Goths.

2005-02-27 [livingdeadgurl]: lol im soo fucking drunk right now i dont even care..

2005-02-27 [dark dimension]: i ant no lacky or goth so leave me alone, i dont have to act specail to be diffrent, you are difrent from the start you only have to act diffrent to be the same.

2005-02-28 [Avoral]: Ah, this "uncertain" character has picked up an elusive truth. I release it from lackey status, and let it smite whiny Goths.

2005-02-28 [dark dimension]: even though i am young does not mean i do not weild great knowledge, so hahaha, i hate fake people their idiots

2005-02-28 [Avoral]: Wonderful.

2005-02-28 [dark dimension]: see if you actally talk to them you can see that not every one is a poser, the just act like they wish and that others might be copping them or they have many intresting details hidden from the eye, that makes them kool and not a  huge

fake

2005-02-28 [Avoral]: "Poser." That word is entirely overused. It's really nothing but a way for mindless little kids to feel better about their mindlessness. In comparison to someone else, someone they can call a "poser," they seem like they actually have some semblance of independent thought. Only problem is, they don't. They're just as

fake

2005-02-28 [dark dimension]: ahh but if they are comparing multiple people who are wearing the same outfit same hairdoo, same lipgloss, ect then art they posers they are trying to be just like one another

2005-02-28 [Avoral]: Well, the rest of them are doing about the same thing, fulfilling the same desire for peer acceptance, just in a more developed fashion. It's still just the same old crap, wearing dark-colored clothes in a pathetic display of angst.

2005-02-28 [dark dimension]: what if they all wear pink

2005-02-28 [Avoral]: More power to them, I suppose. They can at least be colorful about it.

2005-02-28 [fjdka]: i aint a fucking goth and don't call me one either. *I HATE SNOW*

2005-02-28 [livingdeadgurl]: hmm..iv started to rather look forward to these little ranting and bitching seshions we have been having...there rather intreaguing...

2005-02-28 [Avoral]: Beginning to see the humor I get out of it?

2005-02-28 [livingdeadgurl]: well i am rather humored...but mainly by you

2005-02-28 [Avoral]: Ah, so says our little media-enslaved existentialist.

2005-03-01 [livingdeadgurl]: im to fucking pissed right the fucking fuck off to give a flying fuck right now what anyone has to say so fuck it ill bbl..

2005-03-01 [Avoral]: *Wonders why on Earth she took the time to type that*

2005-03-02 [dark dimension]: *starts to sniker then burst out laughing* wow people are being so normal it is scaring me what color should i wear tomarrow? red of blue?

2005-03-02 [Avoral]: Red shirt, blue jeans. That way, you can have your cake and eat it too. Oh, and by the way, if that was meant the way it seemed, and didn't quite have the cynical irony I hope to God it had, it's time you killed yourself like a good whiny Goth.

2005-03-02 [fjdka]: who's killing who now?? wats up deadgurl??

2005-03-02 [Avoral]: Eh, I've moved onto the next target, that's all.

2005-03-02 [fjdka]: and hows that going eh? i went to Canada yesterday and theres nothing really there. wish i coulda gotten drunk or sumthing. i don't even have ne smokes up here! im one bitchy person... haven't had one since sun.

2005-03-02 [Avoral]: It's legal at 19, so that in its own right is quite nice. Though I suppose when you're not old enough to do anything Canada's supposed to be there for, Canada must suck. I know it did last time I went.

2005-03-02 [fjdka]: yea, but im not a legal person. when i get back home im going to get wasted @ a friends party

2005-03-02 [Avoral]: You're too young for that sort of thing. Besides, people who don't have a positive, down-to-earth outlook on life shouldn't drink in the first place. It freezes your psychological development, in my experience, and you quickly become dependent.

2005-03-02 [fjdka]: i don't care. last time i was drunk all i felt was a warmness i haven't felt since nov. when i was with the person that hold my heart in pieces. i felt no pain, and i saw stars and LAUGHED! i would just like to "get away" from this world. this vacation is doing a good job of it tho. i've been relaxing in various hot tubs and taking luxurious baths. must go now tho.

2005-03-02 [Avoral]: Now the latter... THAT'S how you help a shattered head. Relaxation, clearing your mind, and indulging in a little chocolate ice cream every now and again. *Nods* The ideal scenario would seem to be taking a "luxurious bath," as you put it, with all means of contact cut off, and a large bowl of ice cream (or box of chocolates, perhaps; they don't melt as easy) by your side. Chocolate triggers a minute release of serotonin, which stabilizes your mood quite nicely. It's like a low-level X.

2005-03-03 [fjdka]: yes, i had this thingy (forgot what it was called), it was fruit and you dipped it in heated chocolate. since im away from my razors, blood friends and ciggeretts i've been soothing myself with luxories that i can't get at home. ie, baths, spas, *outside hottbus**kinky*, facials, my music, my crayons-sketchbook and i've had much chocolate. even tho i'm quite fat already.

2005-03-03 [Avoral]: Oh, a fondue pot?! *Has one of those--LOVES IT* Fondue is wonderful. I SO love chocolate fondue. And yeah, believe me when I say the finer side of life is much more enriching than cutting. At least you can swing toward some balance, rather than soaking up angst, right? ^_^

2005-03-03 [livingdeadgurl]: pst miss roo u were in canada and u didnt fuckin visit me? dammn that hurts gurl..lol...ya gotta know where ta go there is a hella lot of shit here dammit.....mm fondu...good times lol...

2005-03-05 [fjdka]: we were only in canada for a couple hours... sault st maurie. otherwize i waz in michigan... away from all of my things. now im back and having fun!!! hehe

2005-03-06 [fjdka]: *oooh* must tell you all how magikal razors are. my blood pours, it fucking pours out of me. drinking thins your blood, so does ibeprophen. dude, i can't stop bleeding. hehehe, fuck this world lets all get high!

2005-03-06 [livingdeadgurl]: ooo...yeah thats a hella far away from where i am lol...the sault sucks ass..

2005-03-07 [fjdka]: yes, much so. gotta say shit has hit the fan tho... dad and me had a big ass fight and i told him to kill me cuz it would make his life easier... less money (fucking counsling sessions and pills that don't even work) and he got pissed and said that the next step is sending me away for a month! GAH! bastard said hes gonna bann me from this place... he can't stop me! im at skool... hehe. must go now, im at skool. lemmi say this, if my dad sees my cut i made... im fucking scared shit! those places make pplz worse!

2005-03-07 [Avoral]: And that's why you should probably stop. It's stupid, juvenile, and pretty much only for attention-seeking whiny Goths.

2005-03-07 [fjdka]: IM NOT A FUCKING GOTH and i can be whiny but i don't do this shit for attention goddammit!

2005-03-07 [Avoral]: Great job convincing me.

2005-03-07 [fjdka]: y thankyou.

2005-03-09 [livingdeadgurl]: lol auight...can i declair you both fucked and childish? becouse thats about all i got to say...from the im notta goth defence to the loverly sarcasm i think its rather pathetic... both of you GROW THE FUCK UP

2005-03-10 [Avoral]: Psh. We'll see if you ever get any pixie dust from Tinkerbell.

2005-03-10 [fjdka]: hehehe. wats up dead gurl?? my computer at home got fucked up so i have to be on at skool. lifes a bitch...

2005-03-11 [livingdeadgurl]: wow my bitching actully worked.....well..i moved....and yeah i dont go to school anymore yet...and im tryin to find a job...and ya know ur fucked when u can fit all of your worldly possesions into a duffle bag..

2005-03-13 [dark dimension]: what have i missed ive been really busy resently

2005-03-13 [livingdeadgurl]: birthday tattoo contest yay i have my own contest! hehe...i need lotsa entrys,...so if ya know any good drawers...hit umm up hehe....what have u missed? umm..bitching...arguing...fighting...being depressed...same ol same ol in this wiki..

2005-03-14 [fjdka]: lol, my dad banned me from ET, so i might now be on as much, but he can't really stop me.

2005-03-14 [livingdeadgurl]: auighty..

2005-03-16 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: I hate school

2005-03-17 [livingdeadgurl]: me 3..

2005-03-20 [fjdka]: computer is back at home now... but im still "banned" even tho my dad is basically sitting right behind me...

2005-03-20 [livingdeadgurl]: lol ur dads a bit of a dumbass at times eh? lol..

2005-03-21 [fjdka]: i'm sick of this fucking world. we're all equally worthless pieces of shit. fuck this world, seriosly fuck it all. i'm probably gonna stay in this shithole of a town and never amount to fucking nething. i'm that worthless. watch Suburbia... it's sapposaly a comedy but it's fucking depressing... and my family thought it was retarded.......i want to get out of here... i'm trapped

2005-03-22 [Ambuhh.]: hey people......

2005-03-23 [fjdka]: no1 talks here nemore... must say, it's quite apalling.

2005-03-23 [livingdeadgurl]: thats cuz i havent been online on here in a coupl days sorry miss roo

2005-03-24 [fjdka]: okie dokie

2005-03-24 [livingdeadgurl]: lalalalalala...

2005-03-30 [dark dimension]: i have not been on in so long its not funny.

2005-04-11 [fjdka]: gosh! no one talks nemore... sad... i've got an army of razors goin deadgurl!!!! 15 of em!!!

2005-04-12 [dark dimension]: ????????

2005-04-13 [fjdka]: man, life is GOOODDD

2005-04-13 [dark dimension]: how so?

2005-04-13 [fjdka]: you have nooo idea... hehehe....

2005-04-30 [dark dimension]: gosh who said any thing about all of us cutting razor blades are aslo jut fasinating so dont even come here in the first place if you have any thing against us

2005-05-02 [fjdka]: shiny metal objects will take over the world!!!!

2005-05-11 [Vohod]: Dude that dude jsut said Goombas. he must be a 1337 h4x0r

2005-05-11 [fjdka]: if you haven't noticed... most of us don't talk on here, we just join becuz it's people that share the pain

2005-05-12 [fjdka]: at least i enjoy the pain.. and i have a blood condition..

2005-05-13 [dark dimension]: ??????????

2005-05-13 [fjdka]: Happy Friday the 13th

2005-05-14 [fjdka]: guess no1 talks here anymore... not even a casual conversation....

2005-05-17 [fjdka]: ok!

2005-05-20 [Tigger91090]: Hello!!!!...Razors...my best friend

2005-05-20 [fjdka]: any metal object is my friend. actually i have a new best friend to the group, mary jane.

2005-05-26 [dark dimension]: im back ive been busy

2005-06-06 [sezmo lex]: is this a wiki for self harmmers?

2005-06-06 [Keyta]: btw number 30 don't work....because if you do, and you brake up with the person...you have take that name off ^^'

2005-06-07 [I am here to help]: is it ok if someone can put the wiki i have help made somewhere in here so people can find it it is The Crisis Center

2005-06-08 [razorskiss666]: ive said it before, ill say it again, this wikis not for people with genuine pain. yes, that rhymed. its for posers, about 98% of em at the least. ive never met someone who cuts for any reason that wants it publicized.

2005-06-13 [NiCi{LoSerFacE}]: neither have i except this girl megan thats my friend.she would always tell somebody why she had cut her arm.one time she even tried to say it was becuz i cut my arm up so bad one time!

2005-06-13 [Keyta]: well now thats just dumb

2005-06-14 [fjdka]: i aggree with you razorskiss...

2005-06-16 [razorskiss666]: uhhhh people who do that shit are cutting for ATTENTION which is LAME. dont bother with it, in the REAL world cutting is a BAD thing. people die, visit mental hospitals, lose jobs, lose relationships, serious ones, not the bullshit your in... get over yourselves, cutting is bad for any reason, but attention is stupider then most, as it is really a rather negative form of attention (even if it FEELS positive, with the oh we like you so much) thats bullshit, real friends dont say that, they tell you to quit, not how jmuch they like you in hopes you wont make them feel bad by hurting yourself...

2005-06-16 [fjdka]: again... i agree with you

2005-06-16 [NiCi{LoSerFacE}]: whatever

2005-06-21 [Keyta]: yeah

2005-06-22 [fjdka]: i do not care. about anything. so whatever floats your boat is fine with me

2005-06-26 [dark dimension]: i died

2005-06-26 [dark dimension]: not really me but my favorite comuter did it came down with a nastey virus

2005-06-28 [fjdka]: that sux... i want to die but that's different

2005-07-20 [MoRoxy]: -.-?

2005-07-21 [Keyta]: we all want to die in some ways but not in every sentence we have to say it

2005-08-04 [Keyta]: jokeing?

2005-08-07 [dark dimension]: i am leave here it has become pointless for me to stay any longer it was okay when there were less people possers here i am sorry all that you had the misfortune of me taking up you space in this wiki that people want to be in because they want to be cool be cuase they think it is a cool thing to do but in reality most of them would never think about and please do not get mad at me for this i am stating only my opion to what is going on in the world and here so this is the time in which i will leave good bye : from kuraikiken [dark dimension]

2005-09-29 [Mind Demon]: whatever

2005-09-30 [fjdka]: it's not cool. it's crazy. and personaly, i think no1 should do it becuz they'll get addicted to it. the world is full of cattle, i'm not a fucking cow, i stand out of the mindless herd. I AM A SHEEEEEEP

2005-10-01 [Keyta]: everthing is addicting in this world. so why not get addicted to something that can casue pain?

2005-10-01 [fjdka]: i don't know. cut myself today, trying to bleed out all the thc/coricidin outta my system. i'm a hemophiliac, so i bled alot- plus my blood is low on platlets (if you know about that, good for you, you understand!!). meow

2005-10-17 [Mind Demon]: most people cut to show all others that they are a living breathing creature same as anyone else

2005-10-17 [Keyta]: very true...its like..i bleed just like you

2005-10-17 [Mind Demon]: yeah and....my blood is red like yours is red

2005-10-18 [fjdka]: not for me. i've been doing it for so long, that i'm addicted to it and my wrist is one big massive scar. it hurts even. i'm tryin so hard to stop too....

2005-10-18 [Keyta]: hey look! my scar is like your scar!

2005-10-19 [fjdka]: see what i would do, is only make ONE cut, however make 5-6 cuts within it.

2005-10-19 [Keyta]: thats what i do once in a while

2005-10-24 [Mind Demon]: yeah i like to do my upper forearm near the elbow

2005-10-24 [fjdka]: it's not good. i crave doing it....... but i bleed too much

2005-10-24 [Mind Demon]: get a tat! like i did

2005-10-24 [fjdka]: i will, when i turn of age and get outta my house. like hell my dad'll let me.

2005-10-24 [Mind Demon]: heck my friend gives herself tattoos and she started at age 15

2005-10-24 [Keyta]: ican't do that yet. i would love to get a pro. needle and ink set!

2005-10-24 [Mind Demon]: wish i could find one too

2005-10-24 [Mind Demon]: my friend gave me a tat for free she did a good job

2005-10-25 [Keyta]: i can't get a tat tell i'm out of the house...i can't wait.

2005-11-08 [Mind Demon]: sorry

2005-11-08 [Keyta]: why are you sorry?

2005-11-09 [Mind Demon]: sorry you cant get one....its my way of sympathizing

2005-11-09 [Keyta]: ah i see!

2005-11-09 [fjdka]: i sympathize too damn much. i'm too fucking nice to people all the damn time. i'm phony on the fucking outside. razors are too pretty to ignore

2005-11-16 [vampkiss]: perhaps those of u wanting to quit should draw up a wiki together or just support eachother. i find this whole place pointless. its no better than a bunch of crack heads talking bout their highs. cutting is a coping mechanism for most, some do it merely for attention, but most (note not all) people on this wiki are just sad little children wanting attention. if u dont want attention from it, dont talk about it. end of. if u do it and cant stop find help and distance yourself from these people. none of you are helping eachother, your all just creating a false perception of security. cutting is something alot of people do these days, but its not something that should be taken lightly.

2005-11-16 [vampkiss]: and before any of u slam me, i do know how it is. i have been there, and i have worked damn hard to get over it. if u want to discuss self harming fine, but dont be bloody insulting and sit there and say ur not seeking attention when all this wiki is about is getting attention. if u really gave a damn bout peoples feelings ud put ur time and energy into putting up resources and advice on how to stop this addiction, or at best reach a point where u can control it. there is so much help out there, sure most of it does not suit, but u gotta find the one that suits u best. if u want to do it, fine. but dont even bother pretending ur doin it for any other reason than attention.

2005-11-28 [Mind Demon]: has any one ever experienced..um...a extremely..pleasurable reaction while cutting oneself?